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Mots Letter to Nip

The 14th of the month was not really a special date before September 14 – the first time mot pushed keys to nip’s ym.. Little did mot know as well that a relationship of some sort will blossom ever since. Mot could not exactly picture himself what he was wearing, where he was at or how the so-called addiction started but since then, mot’s ym was online every day (except on Sundays)- very eager to see whether nip was online, very eager to spend the rest of the afternoon with hahaha’s, smileys and lots of serious and funny thoughts as well.

Mot was neither hungry of any attention nor hungry for any sensible and hilarious companionship but for some reason, nip gives him this “high” every day that really sets her apart to other people. He's quite sure she’s not aware of that coz although at times she gives him a dose of cute yabang, she’s not at all assuming or pretentious. Her perky and funny personality goes through his pc which keeps him wanting for more. She’s a natural charm that he guess a few could only resist (a “few” includes her critics. She has enemies too like normal people). She never fails to put mot's fascination down and he’s quite ashamed that he could only compensate this with motmotness and lots of bloopers. He’s just happy and glad that despite of these she still spends time (wee time) chatting with him..

So 9 long months have passed going online almost everyday, not a miniscule of interest for her have gone but instead a special feeling for her even developed. Several times had he tried on keeping this feeling at low. He was denying it at first because he thought he was such a loser telling what his heart says when she is just so miles away. Not long when I realized that time is of the essence, that one day you’ll be just gone without you expecting it. Just like how unexpected this friendship with nip had started. So mot chose to be a loser and tell her he love her. He tried to be as spontaneous as he could so that the most honest things would come out. His not sure though how this confession came to her. Did he turn her off? Did the message get through? How did she react? The heck. He just stand by a resounding phrase “Go with the flow” and let everything go in its place. He just remember how extra happy he is on that day for telling her what he felt. At least now she knows and just hope she’s feeling the same way. HOPEFULLY. Because mot would be in high heavens if she does.

It has been a long time since mot last fell in love. And he almost forgot how it felt. His heart now is not as chubby as before, pulsating rhythmically in the tune of a song he still has to hear – a song from the 90’s with ‘you’ in the song title. Nevertheless, he is sure of what he's going through right now. He's at a moment of elation and he can’t wait for that day that they’d finally meet not only to see how round her eyes is, how long and black her hair is, how would I melt when I see her smile or how giggly she really is in person, but to finally share some time being with her – to finally put a moving face to nip who he really love and treasure.

In the mean time, he’ll be waiting. He's used to it anyway. And there could never be any better reasons not to wait. Besides, he's enjoying what he has with her right now.

It’s the fourteenth again of this month! Yehey. Nip in case you’re reading this, Mot just want to thank you for being you and for feeding his chubby heart each day. He won’t say anything more mushy than saying NIP LOVE YOU, because its true he really do love you and he's looking forward to say this in person..
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